Record of Words#
For many people, simple "writing" is of no value to others because no one cares about your gloom on rainy days or your sudden enlightenment on sunny days. However, for individuals, these "simple writings" are the antidote to life. I don't know how many times I have saved myself by "muttering to myself" when I was about to fall into the valley of life. I quickly and messily transcribe my current mood onto a notebook with flowing and lively fonts, expressing my dissatisfaction and helplessness towards life. Over the years, the habit of muttering to myself has become indispensable to me, especially in times of emotional low, when I always want to use it to comfort my exhausted soul. Words have also accompanied me through sad love and my awe and helplessness towards death. They carry my memories of my father and my gratitude towards my mother. Even the emotions expressed in words far surpass the occasional lifelessness of my body. So I thank them, hoping that they can accompany me for a long time, allowing me to see the naked cruelty and eternal warmth of this world. This world may not be good, but words prevent it from becoming worse.
Past Blog Posts#
Let's bid farewell to the past articles here. I'm sorry, the chaotic and confused youthful years, please stay in my memories. Now it's time to start a new chapter. Just like how I define life as a game, it can be about enjoying the scenery, exploring maps, or finding the key to unlock the next level. Each has its own meaning. Experiencing different "spiritual experiences" should be an extremely joyful thing. Being in a dilemma, I have to admit that occasionally feeling "detached from the world" makes me feel the burden of life, but it is also possible to let go. Therefore, the Little Boy who used to be submissive and always afraid of failing exams can temporarily exit the stage. Now, a grown-up gamer who treats life as something that can be self-controlled and self-planned, and is "not worth mentioning to outsiders" takes the stage. To me, the most precious thing is the pursuit of eternal things and the self-definition of the meaning of life. I like this version of myself and hope that it can inspire and respond to words even more.
Why Choose xlog#
Everything is accidental. A chance internet roaming led me here. Blockchain technology allows words to enjoy the generosity of time. Words are most afraid of being erased, whether it's self-deletion or being submerged for other reasons. Just like the instinct of living beings, let genes perpetuate forever. Being wiped out is chilling and unacceptable. Just like my obsession with the world, I hope my existence can be recognized rather than ignored, as if I have never been here.
Value of Preservation#
Perhaps my words are overly contrived, or perhaps my words are "unique and unparalleled." These things are insignificant to me. Because the purpose of my writing is not to please a certain group or individual, but simply because I want to write, so I will write. I don't rely on it to make a living; it is just a hobby, just a form of self-expression, a message in a bottle that I use to seek resonance in this world.
Belief in Life#
If we do not pursue civilization, then our primitive years cannot demonstrate their value. They would just be senseless repetition, a malicious curse. Let the world understand that in addition to eliminating language barriers, there is also a need for ideas and beliefs that can embrace all rivers.
Lastly#
I will share my "input" and "output" here, hoping to share goodwill. I also hope that those unfortunate enough to read my words can tolerate my capriciousness and foolishness.